Please don't be in love with someone else
please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:01 PM

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You don't know, do you?
That in a crowded place,my eyes will always search for you.
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Went Ou today & Yesterday .
Thought it would be fun , but nah , it wasn't .
I wonder what could actually fill my life with happiness .
-Have everything I've ever wanted ? (really?no.)
-Get into a relationship? (not sure.)
-Find Mr.Perfect? (ahhh,maybe.)
-Ai.dee.kay(IDK)? <--- Good answer .(I know)
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And there's one thing I would like to ask .
Would you care to start over ?
Start over & stop at those awesome,pretty,sweet,cute,stupid,funny moments.
Would you? (:
Cause i think we went too far,
Far till we hardly even talk to each other .
So,would you? (:

Note: 想见,不能见最痛。


Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:11 PM

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Life doesn't give you the people you want
It gives you the people you need.
To help you , to hurt you , to love you , to leave you ;
to make you into the person you were meant to be .

Note : 想念是会呼吸的痛 , ’它‘活在我身上所有角落.


Sunday, October 24, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:12 PM

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When it comes to Sunday I will be happy, even though the next day is actually a school day.
Cause I'll think of that Sunday, that only Sunday that made me smile .
:) :) :)  ♥ ♥ ♥ .
But when i think back , & think that the Sunday only lasted for a day .
I became sad again .
:( :( :(
Sigh .
Why can't that Sunday be like everyday .
(Ihatethisfeeling.)
(Icutmyselfnotbecauseiwanttodie,icutbecauseiwanttorealeaseallmypaininside.)

Note: Youreallydontwannatalktomealready ?
(Idontmindactually,aslongasyourehappy,imfinewithit.)


Saturday, October 23, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:44 AM

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Take chance. Tell the truth.
Date someone totally wrong for you.
Say no. Spend all your cash.
Get to know someone random. Be random.
Sing out loud.Laugh at a stupid joke.
Cry. Get revenge. Apologize.
Tell someone how much they mean to you.
Tell the asshole what you feel.
Let someone know what they're missing.
Laugh until your stomach hurts.
Say I love you. Fall in love.

That's how to live life .

Note: 原來愛情那麽難.


Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:54 PM

 HI,I went to school today.
It's boring.Cept for the part where we get to watch horror movie.
HAHA.It's nice. (:
Ilike.
ALOT,of people were yelling.(NOT ME.(:)
Some where laughing,Idk how the hellll,can they laugh.
(well,that includes me,I laughed too.cause they were laughing too fake-ly . ._.)
heh.
It's a Thai horror movie btw.
Er,,i think is The Malicious ghost? o_o.or what mulberry ghost?
I didn't see the cover.i just watch the movie.
pshh,sorry. >.>
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Watching the movieeeeee.Eeeks.haha.
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Damnnnnn,I can still rmb everything :(!
wanna know the story?ask me.
But no,don't ask.BLEH!
I don't want to remember more.
After the movie & also after recess,then they played this,boring movie.
which idk call what name,cause no ones watching it ._.
Then we started playing uno/speed.heh.
It's fun at last.Cause a lot of people joined in :)
ya,kay,that's all. bai.

Note: A twist,in mai story.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:28 PM

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After a while,
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you'll learn that holding hand is different from falling in love,
that kisses don't always mean something,
that promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made,
and that sometimes,goodbyes really are forever.

Note: I don't wanna feel alone anymore .


Monday, October 18, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:30 AM

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It's. Just. depressing.
Depressing to see the one you cared the most,don't care at all.
Depressing to see the one you used to talk to,but not talking anymore.
Depressing to see the one you love,walk away...
(and,not regretting cause you think you're right.But look back and think who's right & who's wrong.) 


Note: idontknowwhatshappeningbutdidyoujustforgeteverything?
was i out of line,did i say something way to honest made you run and hide,like a scared little boy.
I looked into your eyes,thought i knew you for a minute,but now i'm not so sure. 
so here's to everything coming down to nothing,here's to silence that cuts to me to core,
where is this going,thought i knew for a minute but i don't,anymore.
and i stare at the phone he still hasn't call,and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all,
and you flash back to when he said forever and always.


Saturday, October 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:18 AM

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Everyday I wake up,
I go to the mirror & look at myself.
All I see is two swollen eyes.
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Why.
I don't know why.
Don't ask me why.
Cause I don't know why.
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haihhhhhh .

Note:It's like, I don't know me anymore.
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘.


Friday, October 15, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:07 AM

Hi .

Note: couldn't smile w/o you.


Thursday, October 14, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:58 PM


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School trip is awfully boring.
Went Malaysia library. -.- & Museum Telecom. 
Honestly,I didn't learn or listen to anything in the library.
The person couldn't even turn up his voice ._.
DAMN SOFT KAY.HOW TO HEAR.OHMG -.-.
Kay,So,I prefer Museum Telecom than that boring old library. 
Not to mention ugly >.>.And small. No offense.
Hah-ha.
I'm looking forward for THE chocolate factory & theeee MALACCA TRIP.
Yay.
I hope it isn't boring ._.

Note: cause if there's no more you there's no more anniversary.


Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:51 PM

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Went to sing-k today.
It was...okay la.
That's all i can say.
After that,went to my appointment @ Taman tun.
Then went Ou.
Walk around,Ate waffle.
Nyeeheehe.
Then at night(just now.) went Ou again.
Watched Charlie St.Cloud.(one of the movie in my movie list.)
It's not bad.kinda boring at first.but behind still okaayy laa.
well,kinda alot of kissy part.heh -.-.
And it's all about life,I guess.something like that laa.
Hah,kay,bai.
Tmr,going to school trip.I hope it's not boring.
I'm gonna bring my HP.
I DON'T CARE!
G'night,love :)

Note: Come find me !


Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:11 PM

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PMR, 
is
officially
OVER.
Had been being nameless for one week.
And that,seriously sucks. ._.
Cause all we do is write our IC number and our A/G.
And being called out with just numbers is just twice as bad as being nameless >.>.
okay,whatever.It doesn't matter at all.
Now what matters is,
WHAT TO DO?
I'm doing the same thing everyday,same routine,even when there's PMR,still same.
Damn sad.
okay,now.
I'll go random and type random stuffs out.
don't mind me.
CHUCHUCHCUHCUCHUCHCUHCUCHUCHUCHUCHUCHUCHUCHU.
HYPER,HAPPY,HELLO!
Fweedom.results,fweedom,results.
diediediedie.
Isaidillleaveandimtryingto.
butijustcant.omaigod.
immmmissioooooooooouu.
hiahaihaihaaiahiahaihhiahaihaiahaih.
icandoiticandoiticandoit.
veetothearetotheeebeestrongg.

you can ignore all those,it's nothing.
kay,tata.
I'll try to make a TO DO LIST tmr.

Note: 你可以的,要堅強.


Sunday, October 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:51 PM

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DEFINITION OF LOVE :)

Teen,
Perfect,amazing,beautiful,just plain awesome,
the tears on your pillow,the outbursts of laughter in the middle of class,
friendship set on fire,like a war between your head and heart,
both your enemy and your best friend,what makes you keep going back to him,
pain and happiness at the same time,you,you,you,you.

Note: I'll leave,when the time's right,I'll make myself invincible,& you will never see me again.


Saturday, October 9, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:37 AM

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Sometimes,
All you need is
A friend that you can trust,
A shoulder to cry on,
And,
A big warm hug.

But A person,truly needs just three things to be happy in this world :
Someone to love,something to do & something to hope for.

Note: 你真的没必要那么做,真的.


Thursday, October 7, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:23 PM

 Hug?:(
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I tried to make myself happy.
I tried not to be sad.
I ate the whole bar of chocolate.
But still,I'm sad.
sigh.
All i can do is sigh & cry.
But that's not gonna change anything.
So,cry for nothing and sigh for nothing.
I'm just wasting all my tears.
Good right?

Note: If you really cared,you'll at least ask me what's wrong.If I say nothing,you shouldn't give up on asking me why.


Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:13 PM

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你,真的很不会安慰人也!
Haihhh.
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死掉有什么不好?
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信心都没了...
不是没了,是早已不纯在了...
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Today is the 'best'.
Stupid BM.
You've ruined my life.
GTFA.

Note: you,seriously don't know me.
 你现在都不想理我了,那,过了考试呢?
你还会在理我吗?还是,越离越远?


Sunday, October 3, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:57 PM

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Sometimes we want to say this to someone :
"You suck,you're an insensitive,inconsiderate,selfish,cruel,thoughtless 
mean person who doesn't deserve to be cared for a person like me.
I wish you could just disappear,
So you couldn't hurt me anymore."

But when we open our mouth to say it,
It comes out a little softer like :
"It's okay,I still love you."
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告诉我,你最想要 / 最需要的是什么?


Note: 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑,
我就不相信我回笨到 忘不了,赖着不放掉,
人本来就寂寞的,借来的都该还掉。


Saturday, October 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:35 PM

PMR!
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DIE
DIE 
DIE.
DIE.
DIE.
   DIE.   
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就当听完了这首歌,
你有选择离开我的资格,
舍得,都已不算什么。
雨过天晴后的天色,一切都值得。
也许寂寞比较不适合,去给彼此拉址。

Note: I can't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you.


Friday, October 1, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:12 AM


Why do you miss someone you were never with?
Why do you show your love to someone you're not committed to?
Why feel lonely yet everybody's with you?
How can you deny you're in love,when it's already felt & visible to the both of you?
So then, how long will you pretend when it's about to end?

无所谓。真的。
人总是会变的吗。
我就知道,一定会这样。
早知道的话,就不会变成这样。
-后悔。-
-来不及。-
haihh.

Note: But if you never try,you'll never know.
 请让我回到从前,
也就是不认识你的时候。


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。Polaroid Cam.
。Baskin robbins ice cream cake/ice cream.(cookies'n'cream)(Y)
。nice sling bags.
。Cluedo/Life game (board games)
。Big headphones.
。Pink Microphone.
。Binoculars.
。Telescope.
。Trip to Aussie.
。Migrate to AUSTRALIA.
。Grow taller.

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