Please don't be in love with someone else
please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:44 PM

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别说了,再说我就要哭了.从此,我是一个人.
默默走回家,也静静关了灯,
"电话那头你说", 你是爱我的..


Monday, February 21, 2011
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:')


Saturday, February 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:37 PM

When you lose someone,someone you love.
when they break your heart,it's the hardest thing you could ever go through.
and no matter how much time has passed,it never really goes away.
you may think you're getting better,but then you get a flashback,or hear a song that reminds you of a memory,it hits you all over again,all at once,like a stab in the chest.
you fall apart,for the hundredth time.
and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out.
you love this person with all your heart,even though you know you shouldn't.
they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt.
they stole your happiness.
but yet,you still want them.and only them.
other people come along and give you chances to move on,but you know you don't want to.
it upsets you that you might be moving on,because you promised you never would.
and even if they broke all their promises,you want to keep yours.
on top of that,you're terrified.
terrified of getting hurt again.
but it's not like it matters anyway,at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken.
you don't want to miss them anymore.
you don't want to love them anymore,but you know you always will.

I know I will.


Friday, February 18, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:01 PM

I don't know why.
But today I feel like I'm a piece of f*ck :).
Moody,sad,clueless on what to do.
When I'm having my piano lesson that time,
I kept on playing the wrong keys.
During cheer,I kept falling down.
hitting on to things.
wow,so great.
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Having my dinner @ Chef Rasa Sayang today.
I hate that place now.
Because I did something that I wasn't suppose to do,
That day.
Just that day.

I guess I'm thinkin' about you again.


Thursday, February 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:36 PM

Last day of CNY,
'Chap gor mei.'
Yet,I feel nothing :)
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N.E.WAY.,
Happy Chinese Valentines day.
heh.
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It's the last day already?
I actually went through everything,
it's already the 2nd month for 2011.
How fast can time be?
It's not call as 'flying' anymore.
It's call 'rocketing'.
Well,at least rocketing is faster than flying.
sigh :)


Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:59 PM

CNY day 10.
Brunch.
Comp.
Comp.
Comp.
Sleep.
Dinner.

CNY day 11.
Brunch.
Comp.
Comp.
Comp.
Ann's open house.
 Before going.
 Reached there at ard.7.30.
Peoplesssss (Y).
 Foods (Y).
More foods at the other side :)
 More peepoles.
 After my two bowls of lasksa.
I ate Ice-kacang.
weeeeeee.
Cousins :) (not all of them.)

CNY day 12.
Valentines day.
School.
Stayed back.
Lunch.
Cheer.
Back home.
Get ready.
Ann's house party (AGAIN.)
2days straight.
How..kewl is that?
hahhha.


 EPIC.

 EPIC.

 EPIC.
 Kiut :)
She can never look at the cam.
I have no idea why.
I pointed to the cam,
But,she look left,right,up & down.
Hahaha.
So kiut :p
 Playiing heart attack.
 :)
 After a few games,
we were hungry.
Then went outside to get some food to eat.
Last pic,(Y).
End of day 12.

This year's Valentines day is so..different.
As if it's just another Monday..
Not even a special day for me.
I wonder how did yours go?
You seemed happy..

CNY day 13.
HOLIDAYYYY.
Breakfast.
Ou. @12.00.
Lunch.
Walk around - 5.30.
Back home.
Sleeeeep.
Dinner.
Comp.
Sleep.

CNY day 14.
School.
Stayed back.
Lunch.
St.John.
Back home.
Comp.
Sleep.
Dinner.
Tmr's gonna be the last day of CNY.
Nooooooo.

What's the point of begging when you already know that you can never have that thing?
If you don't want, just tell me.

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Friday, February 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:01 PM

CNY day 7.
School.
Stayed back.
Lunch.
St.John .
Back home.
Sleep.
:)
The end.

CNY day 8.
School.
Stayed back.
Photography.
Yellow House.
Back home.
Bai Tian Gong
:).

CNY day 9.
School.
Stayed back.
Lunch.
Cheer.
Piano.
Yq's open house.

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Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:59 PM

CNY day 4.
went for brunch in the morning.
then went grocery shopping.
Then stayed home all day till night.
Went to Ann's hse for BBQ.
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 Before going Ann's hse.
Aww,so pweety!
 Foods,BBQ the other side.
Heh-heh.
 Kong ming deng.
FAILED -_-.
It means,my wish will never come true.
Nooo :(
But,
this thursday put again.
This time is my house,Bai tian gong (Y) :)
 Young Adults,Gambling.
HONEY,squishy face :p

CNY day 5.
School.
Cheer.
The end.
Nothing special.
I didn't see anyone.
So,yeah.

CNY day 6.
Which is today.
School.
Stayed back.
On duty.(Librarian) 
The end.

How do i say goodbye to someone i never had? 
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
How & Why?

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Saturday, February 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:08 PM

Let's see..how did my first two days of CNY go..
Hmm,this year's so different.
1st, I didn't get to go back my home town & there's flood there.
I guess it was destined for us to not go back this year :/.
2nd, My cousins from Taiwan couldn't come back due to flight tickets are too expensive.
3rd, I didn't get to see all the peoples i used to see during CNY.
And well,many more.
So during CNY eve,
was suppose to be in Segamat having our reunion dinner,
but ended up going to a restaurant to have our reunion dinner.
Which is Chef Rasa Sayang,Crystal crown hotel.
Here are some pics,
 Me & Sis,before going to Crystal crown.
reached there,got nothing to do.
Started taking pics.
 The Crowd,The peoples,Having Their Re-union dinner too.
 Red wine.
Yee Sang.1st dish.
 2nd dish,Shark fin.In addition of tau ge.
 3rd Abalone,dried oyster & Broccoli.
Then 4th,5th dish & so on.
don't wanna post too many pics. 
heh.
 Hello,Ang pau.
We are Ang Pau posers.
All from dad's side.
Only half of them.
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so,yeah,this is how my CNY eve go.

I texted you,you don't even feel like talking to me.
I read back all the text,one by one.
& I miss them. :'(

CNY day.
6Aunt & Family came over for Brunch :)
My mom cooked Zai Cai,Some vege soup,tong sui & other foods.
 Joyce :)
 :O
 So this is the soup.
 Zai cai.
 Tong sui.
Since there are so many left overs my Aunt decided to call the other Aunts 
to come here & eat :)
 Shin :)
 Jia Hui.Kiut :)
 AWW,KEE-UIT, :)
 bunny shin.
 Aunties.
after that,they all went back.
Then off me & my family go to PD,Lukut :).
Reached there at ard 10pm.
Webcam-ed with my COUSIN
who's at taiwan.
:)
We miss you.
Okaaaaaaay,So this is how my 1st day of CNY go.
I was waiting,hoping that you'll text me.
but i guess,it will never happen.
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CNY day 2.
 Had Brunch :)
Then came back to my cousins house and pack my bags.
 then off we go. 
To my Grandma's house @ PD,Lukut.
 @ Grandma's hse.
 Weee,Cool huh .
after awhile then we went to my Aunt's hse.
@ Aunt's hse.
 :)
 Then to my Great grandma's hse.
They are Gambling.
little kid these days,sure knows alot of stuffs.
LOL.
 After visiting Great grandma's hse.
We went to have our dinner.
Cause it was 7.30pm already.
Heh,so yeah,Then after dinner back to KL.
This is how day 2 went.
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I was still waiting,i couldn't sleep,i kept on waking up.
I guess I was thinkin' about you way too much :/
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CNY day 3.
Had brunch in the morning.
Then just now went to watch "Homecoming".
It was..Hilarious.
& Now,I'm here blogging.
& also,
Ending this post right here,right now.
Kay, I hope you have fun.
Happy Chinese New Year.
Tata.

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