Please don't be in love with someone else
please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Friday, December 31, 2010
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THAT'S "YOU".


Thursday, December 30, 2010
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
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ATELOPHOBIA:
the fear of imperfection,
of not being enough.

Note: if you could read my mind, you'd be in tears..


Friday, December 24, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:07 PM

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Be soft.
Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe  it to be a beautiful place.
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N.E.WAY, Today is Christmas Eve :)
Anyone going to parties?church?places?overseas? ^.~.
If yes,Bravo.I envy you :/ :).
Cause,for me,I'll be AT HOME.ALONE.FACING THE COMP.THE END.
Well,Hope ya'll have fun today.
Tata.

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p/s: I hope you're alright.


Thursday, December 23, 2010
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Everybody seemed to be happy with their results. (WELL,MOST OF THEM)
Excluding me of course. I'm such a big disappointment to my family.

Sorry mommy. I always disappoint you. I failed you again. I've never ever make you proud. Not even once.
I'm so sorry.
从小到大,我都没有一次让你高兴过....


Wednesday, December 22, 2010
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Basically,
I wish that you loved me.
I wish that you needed me.
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
I actually meant three.
I wish that without me your heart would break.
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat.
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep..

It's a little harsh i know,but all the girls will surely agree with these.


Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:36 PM

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I wish it didn't hurt.
I wish i didn't care.
I wish it didn't matter.
I wish i was happy.
I wish i had money.
I wish i was pretty.
I wish i could sleep at night.
I wish i enjoyed my life.
I wish i could just enjoy food.
I wish you were here.
I wish you meant it.
I wish i meant it.
I wish i was different.
I wish i lived somewhere else.
I wish, I didn't exist.
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Just to tell you,
I'm never gonna stop wishing.


Sunday, December 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:15 PM

I'm invisible to you.
I don't really know why you're ignoring me all of a sudden.
but just to tell you,i really don't like that.
first, you talk to me everyday.
second, you slowly stop talking me? Lesser and lesser,day by day.
then third, you talk to me like once in a week or two?
fourth, you talk to me like a stranger.
fifth, finally, you start ignoring me?And,that's because you found someone else to talk to?
or are you just playing with everybody's feelings?

Great.
Thank you so much.
Cause you've once meant a lot to me.But now, just like somebody i don't know anymore...
 :(...


Saturday, December 11, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:25 AM

wibble,bibble,pibble,nibble,vibble,mibble,fibble,gibble,dibble,sibble,jibble,kibble,libble,SCRIBBLE.
Sowwie for my random-ness.
Tatah.


Friday, December 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:01 PM

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I read,I see,I wait.
Yes,I read all my msn histories.(I shouldn't have read them...But I just can't...)
Yeah,It made me cry.
(if you want to know where,when or what.I could tell you everything.Cause I've never forget any of them...)
I wish none of that had happen,
so I don't have to be here,today,to type all these emo stuffs.
See,I didn't want to.
But things just isn't right.
You've changed so much.
Or maybe it's me.
I don't know, but still.
I wish nothing's changed.
I want to go back...
Go back to where I don't know anyone.(this hurts,i know.it hurts me too...)
So,I won't have to see people sad because of me.
And,I bet knowing me is one of your biggest regret ever.(I'm right,Aren't I?)
Now...since it all already happen...
I'm just gonna wait...
That's all I can do,
Wait...


Thursday, December 9, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:08 AM

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If you know that there's only one day left for you to live,
what will you do?
If you know that you'll die in less than 3hours,
what will you do?
I watched 'Knowing' yesterday.
It's a movie.
Recommended by BlackApple :).
So,I borrowed it from Yu qing. ( Thank you :) )

I felt so down after that...
We don't know if 22 Dec 2012 is really the end of the world or not.
So why not just,treasure everyone now...Like,really treasure.
Don't let little things upset you. (WHICH IS ME,actually.but,watevi.)
Just smile and be grateful.

If all these are real...
We only have one year and a few months to go...

Credits to BlackApple.


Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:22 PM

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I'm waiting,
Waiting for the time to pass...
I told you that I'm a Professional in wasting time.
See,
From Morning I wake up,I wait.
Till at night I wait.
Till Midnight I never sleep.I wait,
Because,I don't know what to do.
I just wait.
Wait for something nice,something good to happen to me.
Because I already gave you something nice,something good.
So,will you give me?
I'm Waiting.


Credits to BlackApple.


Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:51 PM

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You don't need to be politic,
Just be real.
Tell her how you feel.
♥.


Credits to BlackApple ♥.


Monday, December 6, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:39 PM


I can't do anything at this moment.
Because friends are more important,
You won't ignore them,
But you'll ignore your love ones,
And you use to tell them,
"You're More Important".
 Can you don't do that to me?

I'm Waiting.

Credits to BlackApple .


Sunday, December 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:28 PM

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Have you ever seen...
teardrops on the floor..
teardrops on the keyboard..
teardrops on the bed..
teardrops on your cheek...till you can taste em.

Your eyes full of tears till you can't see everything clearly....

I'm waiting...
Waiting, for em to dry...
to Stop.


Credits to BlackApple .


Saturday, December 4, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:26 PM

I don't know what's wrong.
But if you don't want to talk to me,
then,fine.
Be That Way.

Note: We don't talk anymore.And you know what the saddest part is?We used to talk everyday. 
youdontknowhowmuchithurtstoseeyounottalkingtomeanymore.
It kills when I know that you're the one I want to talk to every single day of my life.


Profile,

My thoughts are surrounding me.
How scary can that be?

Never forget,

My AWESOME teammates.
I'll Miss each and everyone of you ♥.

Our Supporters,Much love to you guys ♥.
You're all awesome peoples,xx.

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。An unexpected Hug.
。Polaroid Cam.
。Baskin robbins ice cream cake/ice cream.(cookies'n'cream)(Y)
。nice sling bags.
。Cluedo/Life game (board games)
。Big headphones.
。Pink Microphone.
。Binoculars.
。Telescope.
。Trip to Aussie.
。Migrate to AUSTRALIA.
。Grow taller.

Speak up,Be heard.


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