Sunday, July 31, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:34 PM

You may start talking to me everyday,
That's because you haven't know me.
But when you do,
I know you'll leave.
I've experience this before.
Not once nor twice,Is more that you could ever imagine.
Well,people will get bored of me eventually.
(sowwie that I'm such a boring person,I bore you.)
Mmmmm. :/
^(Last years post,(september 11,2010)now you can see how true it is.
you already stopped talking to me after a few months we've known each other.
so how fast can that be? and how true is it.
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You can say that, "All the girls are the same,the previous one & this one is the same.
All girls are like that,like bitches."
But,you're wrong..
not all girls are like that..
Maybe you haven't really know them..
or maybe they just don't trust you enough to let you know every single thing..
or or maybe you just have to know them more..
if you think that they have alot of boys around them,talking to them,wall to wall,flirt?uh idk.whatever you can see but you don't know how they feel or how they respond back to them.

It's different can't you see?

it's colder & more or less short,like maybe "oh.ok"."haha"."Idk." without smiles..(some got,that's because they put smile also.so just put a smile back to not let them feel so scared.)
But if it's with someone they like,they care for,they appreciate,they fell for..

it'd be like..
cold(at first) but then after that,more and more hyper.maybe like thousands of smiles,hearts,longer sentences.maybe like" Hiiiiii :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD" or "what chu up to,silly ♥". even if they reply coldly you'll know there's something wrong,maybe something is bothering them..etc..

you know when they reply "Nothing","Nvm"."forget about it".  (it really hurts to see when you just reply a ."ok.".or "k.","okay"."if you say so."etcc.
they want you to say like," "really?are you sure? you can just tell me you know."
they will most probably reply " yeah..It's ok :)..I'm sure..".but they want you to fight back and ask them why,what's wrong etc. believe me,they'd be happy,because you cared to know and ask what;s wrong.& they'll also share/tell you what's wrong (at last) :).

and and,you know they always feel insecure about everything,they worry about the tiny little things,
they will think like "omg,what if other girls are talking to him","what if he doesn't like me?"."what if he likes her more than me?" etc etc. try to make them feel secure :)idk how you guys to it,but try :) they will feel much safer. :p


feelings will change too.maybe she didn't like you at first,but the longer you guys talk or idk, text,etc,it will go deep.deeper than you could ever imagine.
when it goes deep,don't let it go,you know she,already fell in love with you.even if you guys aren't in a relationship.
But if you didn't realize & let it go,I can only say, this girl she truly appreciate and loved you for who you are and you let her go,just like that,broken hearted,making her feel so sad,it's like,what did she ever do to get something like that in return? It hurts so badly that she doesn't even dare to open up to anyone,but then she had to try..
so she can only try..
she can never forget but she can try..try to live without the days, without talking to him..

but you know when you're online
she'll be like "HOMGGGGGGGGGGGGG,HE'S ONLINEEEEE! :DDDDDD ♥♥♥♥♥.
but when you're not talking to her
she'll be like " but he's not talking to me.. :'(..
and then she'll start to think alot of stuffs like..
"what did i do? did i do anything wrong? omgg,shhiiit.what's happening? etc etc etc...
And then you went *offline*.
SHEE'LL BE LIKE,NOOOOOOOOO,WHYYYYYYYYYY.WHY WHYWHYWYHWYHHYW.
And then she found out,you were playing games..-_-..
and then she's like.."he forgotten about me :'(..games seemed to be more important to him..friends too.."
then she'll be like.. :((((((((((((((((((((((( the whole day.
but when he start to talk to her after he finish his game..
she will be :) again..yeah..that's how easy when a girl fell for a guy,not softly but HARDLY.
Idk why,but she was sad 1sec ago,but then happy back again after another sec.

pshh,I don't know why,i typed all these.
& i don't know if it actually makes sense..lool.
Kay.hi,to anyone who's reading this.
(though there won't be,cause this blog is kind'of deserted.)
heeh,kay.baai..


Chase coy - Anniversary. <(forever sad).

Saturday, July 30, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:46 PM

Note:No matter what you do or say to me,when you come running back,when you need me again,I'll be here.Right here waiting for you, I'll take you back..no questions asked.Sad isn't it?

Last blogged @ 2:39 AM

Hello theree,it's been quite sometime since I  last updated my blog.
so yeah,here I'm,once again.
Gonna start posting emo stuffs.
weee :).

-You didn't even bother to text me on my competition day,you know I've always been waiting,but you just act like you don't know anything.It's like you clearly don't care about it/me.And I don't know how..how we used to be so close and now just..nothing.
So yeah,Thanks,thanks for the memories :) I appreciate each and every one of it.
Note: It hurts to see that, you're actually doing completely fine without me.